Hello everyone today I wanted to reflect on my 25th year of life and how I've over come so much and not at a very happy point in life and exited for the future.
It frustrates me when people moan about birthdays, you hear it more in your twenties and from people in there thirties, but for me growing up 25 seemed like that good age, were you were still young but have all the freedom of an adult, it meant more responsibility and exiting opportunities to follow.
Don't get me wrong I'm not in the position I though I would be by now, but that was a child's perspective of life being easy jobs being easy you know...dream BIG! but I can honestly say I'm in a place were I am 100% happy I've realised this past year, happiness IS a choice and it doesn't just come to you, YOU have to make changes with yourself take risks and work towards being happy. now I'm happy, I can concentrate on moving forward career wise doing the things I love to do and keep working hard to over come succeed and live happy.
Doing YouTube has helped me overcome so much and although I still cant watch myself back. I still think putting myself out there like this has got to count for something, I just need to learn how to care EVEN less about what people think and maybe start sharing what I do on YouTube with the people I surround myself with, I still hate the fact people will ask me about it, people might talk about me, not like it and all the rest of the crap us humans think about, but its something else I can learn to overcome, as you get older you learn and realise its not worth stressing about and who's gives a shit right? I'm happy and I just shouldn't care!
This is why lloyd (my partner) is so good for me, he is so brave and just doesn't give a toss what anyone think, he puts himself out there with no cares or worries and its amazing! I wish I could be more like that, he's helped me overcome SO MUCH over the 7 years of being together, and he doesn't even know it! I'm a better person because of him, and I will keep learning from him, to just be myself put myself out there and to not care, because in the end for me all that matters is him and he's glad I'm doing all this and he wants to push me further and into doing more...
So my message to people reading this is to remember only you can change the future, only you can make yourself happy, do what you want you enjoy, and CARE LESS about other people's opinions!
An inspirational speech by a thirteen year old, who figured this all out well before me!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h11u3vtcpaY
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